Please forgive me as I ramble.

Uncontrollable laughter leading into tense muscles into anger. Who/what am I angry at? There is no one here but me. For who wants ,comes a choice of selfishness & foolishness. I’ve been the fool since before I could process a thought so I suppose all that’s left is selfishness.  Yare yare.  Whatsoever shall become ofContinue reading “Please forgive me as I ramble.”

A Shinigami, Always and forever

Define Yourself for us Mr. Walker Well…. I am an urgent, responsible, vulnerable leader and I’m a shinigami. Not the answer you were looking for? 7/25/2016 Current Day- 8:32am There is a whirlwind of emotion inside of me currently. I am feeling like Gouki again this morning but then again when am I never feelingContinue reading “A Shinigami, Always and forever”

New Age Loser.

I tend to picture myself on a beach listening to the waves crashing , feeling the cool breeze blow past my vessel. I am in a sort of stance not belonging to any kind of discipline but one that I’ve created myself. Thousands upon thousands of question race through my being. I plant myself uponContinue reading “New Age Loser.”

Emotional Nomad

In this place the landscape is alive. When I say alive I don’t mean animated but merely metaphorically personified. The landscape is the focal point here. I find myself travelling internally, leaving my vessel where it may be and my mind travels somewhere else in search. The desert. Black sky, white sand, black torn shawlContinue reading “Emotional Nomad”

Shi.Nobi [The World I live in.]

I only want peace ,love and prosperity for everyone. We can do this together.

“Ex-Military”- On Finding the Others/ Finding Intimacy within ourselves

in·ti·ma·cy ˈin(t)əməsē/ noun close familiarity or friendship; closeness. “the intimacy between a husband and wife” synonyms: closeness, togetherness, affinity, rapport, attachment, familiarity,friendliness, friendship, amity, affection, warmth, confidence; informalchumminess “the sisters reestablished their old intimacy” a private cozy atmosphere. “the room had a peaceful sense of intimacy about it” an intimate act, especially sexual intercourse. synonyms:Continue reading ““Ex-Military”- On Finding the Others/ Finding Intimacy within ourselves”

Ridiculous Dream!

Word of advice: Don’t play “Ninja Revenge” and listen to depressing music before you go to bed at 3am or else this happens…Enjoy. I was with Danielle on the seven train, she was wearing her black and white stripped shirt with her puffs in her hair. She fell asleep but I was sitting across fromContinue reading “Ridiculous Dream!”