Please forgive me as I ramble.

Uncontrollable laughter leading into tense muscles into anger. Who/what am I angry at? There is no one here but me. For who wants ,comes a choice of selfishness & foolishness. I’ve been the fool since before I could process a thought so I suppose all that’s left is selfishness.  Yare yare.  Whatsoever shall become ofContinue reading “Please forgive me as I ramble.”

A Shinigami, Always and forever

Define Yourself for us Mr. Walker Well…. I am an urgent, responsible, vulnerable leader and I’m a shinigami. Not the answer you were looking for? 7/25/2016 Current Day- 8:32am There is a whirlwind of emotion inside of me currently. I am feeling like Gouki again this morning but then again when am I never feelingContinue reading “A Shinigami, Always and forever”

New Age Loser.

I tend to picture myself on a beach listening to the waves crashing , feeling the cool breeze blow past my vessel. I am in a sort of stance not belonging to any kind of discipline but one that I’ve created myself. Thousands upon thousands of question race through my being. I plant myself uponContinue reading “New Age Loser.”

Where Am I Going?

How do you plan to support yourself? Never have I hated such a question. Just the thought of it brings my blood to a boil. I’ve recently quit my job and I am now going through my two weeks of work that I have left. It’s such a sad feeling, leaving. The people at myContinue reading “Where Am I Going?”

Emotional Nomad

In this place the landscape is alive. When I say alive I don’t mean animated but merely metaphorically personified. The landscape is the focal point here. I find myself travelling internally, leaving my vessel where it may be and my mind travels somewhere else in search. The desert. Black sky, white sand, black torn shawlContinue reading “Emotional Nomad”

Sayazake’s Note

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Speak to Me.

Only the rain spake as we held hands into oblivion. The walk home was quiet and I felt so rooted within myself. No false stimulation, no forced interaction. Just me with you. Oh how I wished I could have stayed out there forever. Listening to your voice. What do you sound like, only I know.Continue reading “Speak to Me.”

A Letter of Apology To Myself

I forgive you for the abuse you put me through. Perhaps you needed to know what it was like. Sometimes Pain has a way of teaching more than pleasure ever could. You know I could never be mad at you. I may yell at you or be stern with you but thats only because IContinue reading “A Letter of Apology To Myself”

Shi.Nobi [The World I live in.]

I only want peace ,love and prosperity for everyone. We can do this together.